Again with the intoxication
Just to sleep.
Lay in surroundings I can't make out.
Shut my mind down to kill emotions.
Less then I need,
More than I can handle.
Deprived of him.
You all make me sick,
Rage deep within,
That's why I had to leave
Even when I know he needs me.
Your the people I'd change.
Your the infection that I bite at.
I can't be happy.
He won't hold me,
And I'm lifeless in these dreams.
You don't have the skills to sugarcoat
Can't you see I make him smile?
It's not good enough for you.
Your disgusting and have no self respect.
If you think I wouldn't....
In less than a second I would have you
Gashed and torn,
And I still care?
Pathetic.
My body pulses,
And I reach for him
He kisses my hair
He dosen't know I'm crying.
"No worries my kitty"
I shake my head,
"No worries puppy."
Because this world can't accept
Beauty and the Beast.
The prince fell in love with a wench.
But that happens to be her past.
They don't even understand that.
They don't even know of her past.
She's not use to being hated.
She dosen't understand the cruel behavior.
And he has no problems fighting back,
Because he's had enough.
But how am I to stab back?
Good natured and nothing more.
And my sorrow wants death.
My body wants the paralyzed tempation to be fed.
But not today.
He dosen't approve.
Another unauthorized perscription.
To get away from the society I'm placed in.
He's no better.
He struggles more than I.
And it pains me to see him this way constantly.
Focused on me leaving rather than the time we have.
It kills me when he watches me walk away,
It bothers me that I must have left him with sadness
But there was nothing more I can do,
He told me himself,
As long as I care,
Its more than he could ask for.
Digging in the grave
Making a place,
Stone by stone,
Shovelful of dirt,
The parasites are welcomed for company,
Leave me to agony.
Goodbye my dark prince,
So radiant and un-pure,
Today my mind can't help but
Break down to cry for my emotionless heart.
I know I'll see you soon,
but its not good enough for me.
Not today.
Not when sanity is far from my stable.
